I kept thinking I didn't lose much weight this past week... According to my last entry, which was literally a week ago... I lost 5 more pounds! Somehow Whatever, I will take that. So I am offically down 48 pounds. I still need to lose 16 more pounds to be in my "healthy" range. But, that is sure alot better than when I started and it was 60 pounds! I cant believe how big I got... I am starting to feel good about myself now, finally. Although I am still over weight, I am not obese, and I fit into lots of my old clothes!!! Well, not pants as I guess I didn't wear pants when I was this size? lol. I do have a lot of shirts to choose from now Technically, my goal is to lose 46 more pounds (that would make me in the lower of healthy range for me) by the time I see my family in May.. That means I need to loose 5/6 pounds a month. Which is do able This may be TMI, but my boobs are getting smaller I guess that is alright though, since they did get bigger when I gained weight, LOL. But, that is the down side of loosing weight for women.. Oh well, it is worth it. Maybe I wont be ashamed to have my picture on facebook anymore... Then again, it'd be my mom taking the picture and she always takes HORRIBLE pictures of me. LOL.. Atleast this time I wont have a double chin! LOL.
My boyfriend is on a diet as well. Except he goes to the gym... I... Could loose more weight faster if I weren't so lazy! lol. I am just not particularily an excercise person... But, I am still loosing quite a bit just from restricting my calorie intake.
I have been awake for 32 hours so far.. It's this crazy insomnia! It comes and goes.. Which I looked it up and that can happen with insomnia.. I just haven't been to a doctor to diagnos it. TBH, I dont mind staying up all night anyways though.. I love my boyfriend, but I also love having some ME time sometimes lol. I am surprised I am not even a little bit tired right now though. Then again, I did drink an energy drink, haha. Meh
Ate fast food this week. Bad idea since I gained a pound.. :/ BUT, it is still a 42 pound loss so far, which is really amazing for meGoing to weigh myself next Tuesday (my weigh in days) and hopefully I will loose some more by then, but I am sure I willI dont get it, I saved all of my clothes, so I have a bunch of small stuff.. But I literally have nothing to wear right now. I am in between too big clothes and too small... :/ Dont really have the money to go shopping, but I will definitley need to get atleast a couple pairs of pants. I will have no problem with clothes when I reach my goal weight though, since I have a ton!It's just taking a long time.. I hate how long diets take! lol.. Actually, it isn't a matter of time, because I will never be able to go back to the way I used to eat. I am making a life style change, it's just a little harsher than it'll be when I reach my goal weight
My life has been extremely boring lately.. I've just been so lazy and tired lately that I haven't done anything. lol. My place still isn't all set up yet. It's just a little hard when the carpets still need to be cleaned first... Which is apparently being taken care of... This place just still has this... stink to it. It's not nearly as bad as it was before, but it still is. Hopefully cleaning the carpets will help with it. I dont get how people could live like that though. I am not the cleanest person in the world, but I do enjoy a clean house and I could not live in it how it was like before. Then again, I literally think no one could, everyone almost puked everytime they would come in here before we moved in Enough about that...
I am really wanting to volunteer at the SPCA really soon. It sucks because I am waiting on my mom for it, and she is horrible at anything like that. I need my shot records, and she had it for "safe keeping".. Shows how safe it really is.... Plus, I think she lost my birth certificate somewhere, so yeah.. It's pretty awesome... I just hold onto everything now. But the last time I needed my shot records was late 2007 so it could be anywhere o.O I hope I can get it soon though.... If not, I am tempted to just see how much it costs to get a tetnus shot and have it recorded or whatever lol. I just really wanna work with the kitties! :D
I thought I was doing bad on my diet the past couple of weeks. Actually, I wasn't even really dieting... My brother visited here so we ate out a few times, and got fast food so I thought FOR SURE I gained atleast 5 pounds. Which I would have been Okay with anyways, but somehow I lost 7 more pounds. Unless my scale is broken... Haha, but I doubt it. I have now lost 43 pounds total, and plan on going on for a bit longer. If I want to reach my goal weight by May (brothers wedding, so a lot of family will be there) I only need to lose 5.8 pounds a month. Which really is nothing, and definitley do-able Even though I did eat fast food and such, I think moving into a new, yet trashed, house helped with excercise. I am on my last notch on my belt (I think I will just put more in it. Save money, lol) but I think I may need to buy some new work pants... The literally fall down to my ankles if I am not wearing a belt, lol. It sucks though, because I am allergic to the materials used in belts, so I have to always wear a 2nd shirt tucked into my pants so it doesn't irritate my skin. Oh well, it does make me happy that I am loosing weight... Finally.. It's so hard, especially when you move to a completely different setting, plus, over 550,000 population difference.. I used to walk everywhere in my hometown, It's a little hard to out here.. I once went for a long walk, and ended up getting heat stroke and a VERY bad burn everywhere We have some excercise things here though. Dance Dance Revolution (I know... It's kind of a dumb game, but the workout is good, plus... It is alot more fun than going on a run!), and some free weights.
Oh god... The house we (me and my boyfriend) moved into.... So trashed.. It's his families house who doesn't live here anymore, and it is pretty big.. We are paying the same amount of rent at this place, which is 3 bedroom, 2 and a half bathroom, for the same price we were paying for a TINY 1 bedroom apartment. So I am happy... It's just been well over a week now and everything is not done yet. We had to move all of their stuff into the garage and basically clean every surface of EVERYTHING. Not to mention dirty diapers (counted atleast 20...) everywhere.. It was very disgusting and there was this nasty smell to the house, but we have most of it out.. Need to get carpet cleaners here ASAP though. But... There is so much room here that I am not even used to! And my cats LOVE this place and running around everywhere, getting into everything.
I think I may have damaged my lived this past week or something... I went to the dentist a week and a half ago to get a filling done and the dentist put her needle to numb my mouth RIGHT INTO MY UNGROWN WISDOM TOOTH... I usually have no problems with getting needles, even in my mouth, but this HURT. It is finally feeling a bit better today, but I took a bunch of acetominophan (sp) for a while and I didn't realize how bad it was for people. The max amount someone should take in 24 hours is 8, I probably doubled it.. People are telling me that this could be a lawsuit... But.. I dont know.. I hate court situations...... I am just thankful it is finally feeling a bit better and I only needed 2 acetominiphan today I am wondering when my wisdom teeth will come in though... I grew much faster than anyone I knew, got my "12 year old molars" way before I was 12... My mom had her wisdom teeth taken out when she was 21, my dad was 25, my brother was 18, and I dont think my other brother even had his out yet.. So I have no idea... Hope it isn't anytime soon as I have a lot of medical bills already to pay for
I have been having problems sleeping lately. I believe I have insomnia. Although I haven't been to a doctors to be diagnosed (Too many bills already!), It's pretty obvious. Some days I will not even go to sleep. I've been up for 40 hours a few times in the past couple weeks. I just dont get tired that much. I actually dont mind it too much, I like being by myself sometime (lol), but on days I have to work... That's a little different. Oh well.
This is a really long post... The longest I have ever posted on here I am going to try posting more often, Im just pretty bad with keeping up with these types of things, lol.
I weighed myself today, even though tomorrow is officially my weigh in day. I am just feeling like I lost weight. My face, neck and collar bone area seem thinner, so I couldn't help it! lol. Well.. So far I have lost 34 pounds! I am finally able to diet and actually see results.. So happy about that.. The jeans I got on my birthday will literally fall down to my ankles if I dont wear a belt now. The pants that used to be a little tight, are now a little baggy. Looks like I may have to go shopping for some new clothes eventually! I have some other pants from when I was like... A size 7 or so, but I dont think I will be that small for a while.. I deffinitley need some clothes until then
As of today, I have lost 27 pounds! I've lost weight before.. I used to be a.. chubby kid, but lost 40 pounds then I was actually skinny. Took me about 5 years to gain it, and some back... I dont want any of my hometown friends to see this disgusing blob thing I've become.. The pants that I got for my birthday in February do not fit me at all anymore. I need to wear a belt with them or else they will just fall down.. That is probably the best feeling in the world. Also, fitting into some of my other clothes.. Yay..
If only I worked out more often and such. I'd lose the weight probably much quicker.. But... 27 pounds in a month and a half is pretty damn good! If I want to reach my goal weight by May, I need to loose 7 pounds a month. I think I'll definitley be able to do it, even though its quite a bit of weight.... 7 pounds isn't too hard! Im just so happy I am finally loosing this weight! I ate like a regular person (Im on a 1200 calorie diet... Even though I am usually lower..) and I still didnt gain. I read about changing calorie amounts is actually good.